I feel like nothing can go right!!! I just feel like I big fat failure. It is just a day that all I wanna do is cry!! I feel like I don't wanna talk to anyone, don't wanna see anyone just don't care!!! I ate great during the day but did crappy later on I ate pizza and ice cream!!! Maybe I shouldn't have but I just didn't give a shit!!! I went and worked out but it sux when all u can do is 5 min and 1/4 mile on the elliptical. And that's about all I could do and that just made me feel like a piece of shit!!!
I wish I was farther in my journey than I am. Sometimes I feel like this is it. I'm not gonna lose anymore. But if I could get another 100 pounds I would b very satisfied with that!!!! But as of right now I'm just a huge failure!!!!!
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