Thursday, January 23, 2014

HIT A MILESTONE TODAY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-r-9dN7iug
Well Today started like any other day.... UNTIL
I got on that bathroom scale...... I was just hoping it didn't go up I just wanted it to be down....
Well i stepped on it and i was down 3 pounds since yesterday!!! WHAT!!!!!
OMG so i stepped on it 2 more times to see if it was correct and guess what.... It was right...
So that means i have lost 100 pounds since my surgery on june 5,2013
I am just so darn proud of myself!!
I knew the time would come that i would finally hit this 100 pound mark but i had no clue it was gonna be such an amazing feeling!! I feel like i made such amazing changes just within the last few days and it feels good that they have really paid off!! this feeling i have today is better than any food could ever taste... I see alot of people hitting their 100 pound lost mark and i am always so happy for them but i guess until u hit that u really don't understand how sweet the feeling is!!
So i guess for me i knew my ah ha moment should have been when i had my surgery but for some reason i can't say it was. My moment came when i watched the show "my 600 pound life" just seeing the lady not taking the surgery and her life seriously... I said to myself is that what i'm doing sabbotaging myself? why am i so scared? I realized i don't want this surgery that i spent so much time recovering from to be for nothing!! I want to be successful... I don't want to be the one to gain back all her weight and then some. I don't want to live that life again, I CAN'T live that life again...
So thats when i knew it was time to take drastic measures and get rid of all the JUNK!!! I am so proud that my family is on board with me!!! It really makes things so much easier!!
If i had to give others any advise it would be don't ever give up on yourself and if there's something you really want then you need to go for it and FIGHT!!! i fought to get this surgery and i'm fighting to live a happy healthy life, and that tastes better than any PIZZA, BURGER, FRIES,OR  ICE CREAM will EVER taste!!!

DON'T EVER GIVE UP!!!!

3 comments:

  1. This is truly AWESOME girl! 100 lbs is AMAZING!!! We have to keep fighting and pushing on this journey if we want to get to where we want to be. I struggle everyday, because I am a food addict, but i do believe WE CAN DO IT TOGETHER! Love Ya! xoxo

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  2. I knew you would hit that 100 pounds lost before your 1 yr surgiversary girl...great job!!...LOVE YA

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